I just feel empty.
Life just has no meaning for me anymore.
Cooking and gym-ing is no longer enjoyable.
I rage at people over trivial matters.
I have no self-control over my addictions.
I've left no time to waste and no time to spend.
Time is of the essence but I just can't feel anything anymore.
Its like someone punch a hole through me. just to leave it there to make me feel empty.
I find no point in hanging out with people anymore.
I just realise that i closer i get to people. the more hurt i deal to them.
I should just stay alone and far away from anyone.