Days clean and without incidence:0
I'm sorry if you think I put you down.
I just want you to turn for the better.
Or even turn out like me.
I admit, I'm a failure.
I'm unable to control my addictions, my temper and my moods.
I'm just ballistic.
I've already given up on myself.
I hope that you don't do the same.
Life is a long journey. Cherish it. You still have a long way to go.
While mine has been cut short. It was a fun ride but the ride is about to end soon.
Good things don't last forever.
Nothing is ever fair
Calling people FAKE won't make you REAL
Calling people DUMB wont make you SMART
Calling people WEAK won't make you STRONG
Calling people UGLY won't make you BEAUTIFUL
Calling people MEAN won't make you NICE
Calling people GAY won't make you STRAIGHT
Calling people RUDE won't make you POLITE
Just because you think you're some omnipotent person who can judge everyone doesn't mean that you ARE. If you don't have anything nice to say don't fucking say it
I just feel empty.
Life just has no meaning for me anymore.
Cooking and gym-ing is no longer enjoyable.
I rage at people over trivial matters.
I have no self-control over my addictions.
I've left no time to waste and no time to spend.
Time is of the essence but I just can't feel anything anymore.
Its like someone punch a hole through me. just to leave it there to make me feel empty.
I find no point in hanging out with people anymore.
I just realise that i closer i get to people. the more hurt i deal to them.
I should just stay alone and far away from anyone.